Indecision

So, it's been awhile. I have been lazy, sitting at home, going to Jersey, playing video games, not applying for jobs, sleeping late, staying up watching tv: lazy

The only productive thing I've done recently is bake:

blueberry cheesecake

banana bread loaf 1

banana bread loaf 2

valentines cookies

homemade cookie cutters

My problem encompasses all areas of life. It is natural to be indecisive when it comes to big choices, or expensive ones, or things that are drastic, but my problem has infiltrated every aspect. It took me months to figure out which ice cube tray to purchase. Little or small, I am completely stumped. I never used to have this problem. I knew what I wanted, but not anymore. I can't figure out which profession I want, which laptop, which dining set, which ice cream scoop, which blu ray dvd player, what tv show to watch, what to browse online, when to get out of bed, etc. My life now equates to one gigantic question mark. After months of eating off boxes/on the floor, I finally boggled down and bought a coffee table. Yet, even after I second guessed my choice. Is this happening because so many decisions I've made have been wrong up until now?

The mattress I finally bought after months of sleeping on a run down futon.